So part 1 of the journey is coming and after all the four years of sacrificing, practicing, blood, sweat and tears I am testing for black belt. Just saying those words is making my heart race. I get nervous while doing forms during a regular belt promotion test knowing everyone's eyes are on me. Now all eyes are on me while I'm testing for black belt. No black belt isn't the end it's the beginning but it's a large step towards that. It seems now like there's so much to go over and not enough time which is even more nerve racking. It can't come soon enough but yet it can. Time to step it up and practice. I know if I wasn't ready yet Master wouldn't test me and yet I still can't help but be nervous. Going to do the best I can :-)
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