Tonight is the night before the black belt test and I'm extremely nervous, anxious excited. After much thought I went to class tonight and I'm glad I did. We reviewed step sparring which I need to practice. Even after class and talking to one of my instructors my stomach was turning. Now it's 1:40 in the morning unable to sleep because I can't tune it out. Everytime I close my eyes I see myself doing form, or a technique. This is an exciting and huge step to take after years of sacrifice blood sweat and tears. At least knowing my friends from class will be there and one instructor. Mostly the anxiety of not knowing how I'll be tested what will go on will I do forms alone or is it like a class and Master will be watching me more? Guess I'll find out tomorrow.
I'm going shopping with mom but will do some light practicing before try and rest and relax until test time. I'll write tomorrow to update how it went. aaaaah
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